New years reflection !
It's the first time I make these things even I pass some new years before. I guess that I am growing old and getting mature so I think this reflection is not that bad to do. So I'll write some here.
Remember those letter I wrote before ? 2014 just spread some loves and magical things to me. I've never imagine that someone really comes as gift and a bomb at the same time. But yeah it really did this year. Love's just spread all over yet a heartbreak needs a home. I love one and I lose some. But I've learned.
This years too means some sadness and unlucky thing to me. Some troubles just come and go like a waterflow. Oh yeah I am enjoying it now. But still I am grateful to those smile that spreads everywhere. It just a simple matter yet so strong and important. So many friends and experience coming up. I just happy to see my private folder full of story I made.
Eventhough it's hard to let go a dream but I just convince myself that something big, new and cool is coming up so I could let go that dream. God may not believe me so He doesn't give me that dream. Maybe it's me who cannot take the responsibility of having that dream but it's okay. Cause I just planned to see them who ignore me in a wide and sincere smile. It's easier even sometimes it's still feel hard to let go. This just the first time I cry over dream I couldn't have.
So I hope this coming up year gives me so many good things to do and have. Happy new year. Gonna write more tomorrow and the next day !
Cheers
Adheala Nathasya
January, 1 2015
