Dear God

I should be happy that she is happy. But I want what she have. I want to be her. Not exactly who she is but what she get. Going around the world without worrying the money issue. Have a holiday between the hectic week of studying.
Dear God please remove this kind of feeling. That kind of jealous and envy of what others have. I know and realize that kind of feelings is not good to have. That's bad.
Dear God, let me taste another wind breeze of foreign country. Let me take a stroll along the windy road and sweet scent of sakura. Let me spend my time and money to buy some stuff and be happy shopping. Let me taste that sweet sour chill food of foreign country. Let me taste the barokah of Makkah with my family. Let me kiss hajar aswat with my family. Let me go abroad. Let me study abroad. Let me have the taste abroad not once or twice but everytime I want and every time I need. Aamiin ya rabbal al aamiin.