I hate the waiting period. Cause however it comes I start to think nowhere and sometimes nonsense.
I got to wake up at 3 AM when my roommates just started to sleep while I slept over 12 AM last night. I had to spend my precious weekend for a-should-be-cool-enough-training-of-journalism-and-design. There's always so many things came up in my mind whenever I came through an event like this.
I got a forced wake up from my body rather than my mind. So I start my day by praying as usual and get my body to come over six and wait.
I told you once I hate the waiting period. So I started thinking nowhere and nonsense while everybody talking and doing nothing.

This should-be-cool-enough-training-of-journalism-and-design event should open their registration at 7 AM sharp but nothing going on till 6.47 AM no preparation or else. I have nothing to do. Nothing to help. I mean I had something similar. Almost similar. I even woke up late but thanks to my precious team-that so different now- everything goes well and nearly success. Now that I had nothing to do I thanked to God how they did the last time and how they stayed behind my back.
I know they grumbled and wanted so many things. But the fact that they stay touches me deep. I know sometimes best means affected you so much no matter good or bad. Still you need to considerate enough and think more about what they say and what they want.
Still..
This how I get to learn about life somehow. People how treat you bad shouldn't get a bad treat from you. You're precious to dirt your hand by treat them bad. It's easy to doing bad but it's easier to doing good. Still a wider heart is needed and widening heart isn't that easy though.
Nah I start talking nonsense at this early morning.
Being in a committee or part of organization somehow makes you learn about how tough life is. You meet so many kind of person that may harm you, blame you, change you, think of you, you think of, burdened you, and so many more. Things you really need are widened heart, clear mind, rationality, and stability and also thinking mind not a thinking heart.
I could say it easily but I couldn't do that easily. Shame on me! It easier to talk than do by the way. It's always that way haha.
Obstacles may come, problem could be rain over, burdened may walk with you, being tired and bored somehow and also soo want to go out from that big part. But that's okay. That's really okay. You can handle it. You should handle it. Everybody including you deserve to be strong, to get obstacles in life, and to be happy in the end of the story. Cause somehow it wouldn't be an ending if you're not happy.
Just let it go, let it flow, face it and overcome it. Let's just see who smiles the last not the least.