Dear you,
I know I should be doing my project right now. Planning this and that at least so it will be easier later. But it has been a long time since the last time I met you. That call, your sudden call makes me grab my hoodie as fast as I can. run to the door just to see your face. It's really you. Standing in front of my door while it's raining outside. You said that you don't like rain, it makes you feel cold. You hate cold so much. I remember that, I'll always do. I grab your hands just to bring you in. Putting up the hoodie so you don't feel cold anymore. And hug you, tightly.
'"Thanks" you whispered. I choked, no words come out. I can't cry. Not right now at least.
"Thanks" you whispered for the second times. My hug becomes tighter. Your cracked voice screwed my mind.
"Thanks" you whispered in lowered voice. I stroke your back realizing your tears already dropping down. There's no more sound but I know you're crying in silence. I know it since my shoulder getting wet. Your breath getting heavier.
I loose my hug, you're getting calm but you don't see my eyes. Hiding those tears. I put my hands on your cheek, put up your face just to erase those tears. I know you're sad, and I am too.
"It should be me saying those words" I say. You look at my eyes out confusedly. I put my smile though I want to cry a lot.
"You were there when the dark times come" I said. He said nothing just see me through the eyes.
'"You were there, make me think that I pass everything" I continued. You squeeze my hand.
"You're always there and you'll always be" I said. You look down.
"I won't" you said. ah, he'll go.. I remember now..
"No, you will always be. And I always be too" I said
