Staying up late like this always gets me thinking. Just wandering around of anything. Deep through the night along the life I've been living whether it's well umor unwell. Well I am just fine even in the hardest day of my life. I still stand up straight and try to be strong.
Among things I want the most there are two things that caught up my mind this late. The law school and someone else.
Sometimes when I couldn't get through the test I thought how would it be likes if I entered the law school. How cool it will be or how hard it will be. Sticking with numbers, integrals and statistical thinking sometimes killing me somehow. It takes almost of all my free mind and natural thought that I have. It takes my detectives genre time of mine which I enjoy the most by guessing things and relating one each other. Well I would run into law books sometimes when I go to the bookstore. Sometime I would wonder how proud daddy would be if I've entered the law school. That way and this way. I'll choose anything correlated to law. Things and people too.
Seeing some of my friends looks happy by studying law gets me some thought sometimes. Are they really happy or they just try to survive? Are they really enjoy being a law student or another things make them happy? Would I be happy too if I enter the law major? Are they sometimes thought about how rude life is and how hard studying is? Are they just enjoying law and haha hihi here and there even after attending a difficult law class? Or everything just easy to them? Will I be? Would I be?