What’s the best story of your college year? Rather than
choosing the best one I’d like to tell this one to you. You may get this as
behind the scene of a common movie but this just the minor thesis behind story.
People say that applying and going to college is easier than graduating from
college. This may be right. This may be just a mythos too. Who knows since to
some people just to go to college is already hard task to do.
I heard a lot from
people that you’ll spend days by lazing around doing nothing when you’re in
your minor thesis period. I experience this already. But as the time passes by I
need to get myself back and doing things right so I can graduate soon. Some people
to say about this, there will always be a hardship when you’re in the middle of
your minor thesis war. It can be anything. To my friend maybe her lost is her
biggest hardship. To another friend maybe her examiner. To another another
friend maybe the supervisor. To me? A lot maybe.
A friend talked to me today that she hasn’t done yet with
her minor thesis where there’s only 4 days left. Her supervisor ask her so many
thing with the analysis. She’s worried so much that she can’t get this done at
the right time. Another friend of mine said that her program doesn’t work yet
so she can’t work with the analysis. She needs to get another exam done and her
minor thesis hasn’t done yet. Another friend is worried to much about her
examiner. To another the data hasn’t fix yet so they there’s nothing they can
do about.
This may be the magical of mother prayer that I don’t feel
that way. The only difficulties I need to fight is myself. How can I get myself
back when the times is running hard while I am so slow? My examiner just okay,
the program runs well, my supervisor doesn’t ask me much and doesn’t reject me
as he often rejects another. Everything’s just as good as another day even if I
miss home some more these day.
I am feeling grateful that everything’s okay. Maybe more
than okay. I am not a good prayer yet God make the difficulties stay away from
me. I am not a good learner yet God give me time to understand things. I am not
rich yet God give me something to eat and something to work on. I am not warm
yet God spreads love around so I feel warm. I am not good with people yet God
give me some who reach me first, to me that’s just more than enough. To me who
lost patient easily these day, God give me heart to warn me, brain to stop me
from being foolish. To me who easily hold grudge these day, God widen my heart
so I can let go things easily than before. To me God give mouth, brain and
heart to say that everything’s okay even if it’s not.
Whether it’s your minor thesis period or not, hardships always
come to see you. To make you stronger or just remind you to be thankful of what
you have. Alhamdulillah.
May, 31st 2017
